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Moments… moments… moments… sometimes, it’s good to be insane after the hard works within the weekdays considering the pressure, the rush hours, the morning alarms, sleepless nights OMG a lot indeed, that’s why we always look forward for the weekend to come and that people call it TGIS (THANK GOD IT’S SATURDAY).

Last 23 August 2008 (Saturday), arose celebrated her 27^th Birthday. I thought it will be a boring night coz we just eat, entertain the guests, look after the BBQ and the chicken was burned bwahaha… The night started to become bubbly when the guests started to leave having only a few left whose motives of coming i

s not just eating but throwing what they’ve eaten (I’m one of them hahaha). When the guests are gone, we go out and search for “BOTE” and luckily we found Mr. Smirnof so we bought 2 liters. When we came back to the party place, ayun naghihintay na ang mga UHAW hahaha… all of us were thirsty and that’s why w/o further ado we initiate to raise the ROOF “TAGAY NA”. Well, since I had a cough then so I get my own glass. Istill care though. I don’t want others to be drunk and get infected with my virus at the same time, that’s too much for them to bear the next day bwahahaha…

To my surprise, Kuya Drew also brought yet another liter of Absolute Vodka oh man… we finished up 3 liters and there were only 8 of us drinking?? Oh no…(grin) What is good about drinking vodka is that, there's no hang over the next day. I don’t know for others, but for me yes, I got no hang over or maybe because I threw it out??? nagtawag ng UWAK si AUNTIE LENG bwahahaha… OMG… Messing up huh?

Last night, I slept late at around 3:20 am (GMT +08:00) and I was drank from the previous night though haha.. (TGIS [Thank GOD it’s Saturday], it is suppose to be my blog entry today but I’m a little busy to add up spices with this article so next time around hehe…) I sleep late because of work pressure deadline…deadline…deadline I have to meet my deadline today and I made it that’s why I’m free enough to write this.

Oh well, I’m so used to stay up late at night until morning like I’ll sleep latest by 6:00am and then woke up at 7:00 am? Hahaha 1 hour sleep then goes to work from 8:00 a.m. to 9:00 p.m. (12 hours straight huh?) that is long hours man. How can I survive within the day staying at the office conducting classes in the morning and evening yet my stamina is still very high? Oh well (NO DRUGS PLEASE hahaha) let me tell you my secret… But beware KIDS do not try this at HOME hahaha….

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I was sick yesterday, I hate to see a doctor coz I know that the prescription will be heavy, I don’t want to take many pills as though it heals yet it makes me weaker. Nonetheless if I don’t see a doctor, my boss would not consider my absence as a sick leave as but she will deduct it to my annual leave instead. (Oh no I have only 8 days left and I want to maximize it on December 2008… Hello BABAK see you this Christmas hohohoho… if this will be materialized, then it would be my first Christmas in my Hometown ISLAND GARDEN CITY OF SAMAL, PHILIPPINES since I left Philippines last 2004 to seek better prospect. Wow that was 4 yrs ago man… there’s no place like home huh??I'm supah excited...)

Back to the topic, kinda astray with that…well, it feels good if u don’t work but ur suppose to work u know hehe it's just that I fought with my illness and stress haiii life is so exhausting really, what the HELL yeah?

What is good thing about being sick is our willingness to stand up and fight the VIRUS that wants to rock our day. Furthermore, we are willing to fight because we are aware that our life is meaningful for others that we are not useless assholes, that someone needs us, someone love us and care for us… and I know that tis not only ONE but many…

It’s good to live knowing the value of your life, knowing the purpose of it although we are not perfect to totally abide what we are meant to do as GOD gave us choices even so, I’m overwhelmed with joy if I may want to cry now, I will just cry because I’m happy crazy huh? Hahaha.. tears of joy though not crocodile tears hahaha…

KEEP ON LIVING PEOPLE COZ AS WE JOURNEY THROUGH LIFE WE WILL MEET MANY UNEXPECTED UPS AND DOWNS. IF YOU FALL, NO MATTER HOW WHAT, WHY, WHERE AND WHEN?? JUST STAND UP AND WAVE… CGE NGA, KAW NGA…? HAHAHA… LIFE IS ABOUT FALLING DOWN AND STANDING UP… MATIRANG MATIBAY…

Inspirations

When you wake up each morning no matter how hectic your schedule would be, no matter how gloomy is the day, no matter how unhealthy you would be as long as you know that someone has thought of you and wishing you well would certainly transform the pessimistic vigor you have into cheerfulness. Don’t cha? Wahaha… I bet you do!! Cause I do… I call it inspiration…

Let me remind you with the word “INSPIRATION” as applied to a sacred text “The BIBLE”. It simply means that GOD himself inspired the writers and prevented them from writing any material with error. Thus, the authors of the Bible were inspired by God; that is, they wrote under the divine guidance of God.

In human text, inspiration is the stimulation or motivation of the mind or our emotions to a high level of feeling. When we are inspired we indeed transform pessimistic force into optimism. We don’t think negative thoughts ang sabi ni Kim Chui sa My Girl “Tira tira” in my version “Astig to dude” these are lines showing positive dynamism and this is apparent with a person that is truly inspired.

For me factors of being inspired are as follows:

1) Inlove

2) Being loved

3) Being Cared

4) Being thought

5) Being prayed

6) Etc.. etc… etc…

Oh well, LOVE LOVE LOVE it is the root of happiness as likewise the root of most miseries… As for now, I’m being held into heaven… I’m inspired… It’s good to be inspired because no matter how gloomy are the moods of the people around you, especially your BOSS (oh man) yet you just tend to return a smile and say OK sorry, I’ll do it again… otherwise ooppsss gimme a minute I’ll try to figure out so that it would meet your expectations… hmmm nakakarelate kba? Hahaha… In contrary, if you are not inspired, you tend to be moody, your hypertension sensitivity is really sensitive… petty things would ruin your day… you will complain a lot bla bla bla… oh no… I’m describing myself is it? Hehe… well that’s me when I’m desperate so better yet touch me not wahahaha…

It’s good to be inspired huh? Even when writing, it’s easy to choose words from my vocabulary than writing in a SAD temperament.

My time stamp while writing articles ummm if I’m desperate it will take me with a minimum of “2 hours” many delete keys or backspace strokes though but if I’m inspired or HAPPY well 1 hour is a little longer hehehe… No one wishes to be sad of course yet it’s part of life…

Chapter 1:

Confusions

When you are confused, you are unable to think with your usual speed or clarity. When confused, you have difficulty focusing your attention and may feel disoriented. Confusion interferes with your ability to make decisions.

Sometimes we get confused on which decision we should take as we fear to fail. We fear because we don’t want to regret indeed, our emotion will feel sorry about the risk we take, wishing it had not happened, but something else instead.

I have chatted with a friend early this week seeking for an advice for the decision she made as she realizes that she made a wrong decision. Regrets because of the wrong decision yeah? However, we will never know that we made the wrong decisions if we won’t make any decision at all.

To advice is easy but to do it is difficult, what a shame I told her that she should not make any quick decision based on her feelings because feelings will change. Yes indeed! I honor her for being so strong making decision knowing that the consequence might hit her so badly and yes it did and I can’t take that risk because I fear with the magnitude of the consequence that might hit me and to those who are involved. Playing safe huh?

Chapter 2

Letting GO

A decision to let go off someone you have invested much: your time, your love, your efforts, and your whole self in fact is very difficult.

Factors of the difficulty:

• You have endured a lot of pains but you are still kicking – why would you complain with the pain you have overcome already, if that person hurts you again so you should surely endure it. Does is sound stupid?
• Good Memories – and how about the best and treasured memories shared with that person? Sayang diba?
• What if’s – what if after you let go, you will realize the significance of that person?
• Dreams shared – and how about those dreams you shared? The dreams that you have initiated into plans and even into action already? The dreams that keep your motivation alive…(sigh)
• The good side of that person – how about those character traits that you best adored?
• The laughters and tears – how about the laughters and tears you shared through the years?
• Worried – It is indeed a factor to worry about him/her after letting go. What will happen next? Will he/she be fine? Can he/she endure the pain? It’s difficult to hurt someone huh? If you can bear the pain for him/her then you would… and if I could I would…huhuhuhu…
• Ummm no idea anymore… hahaha I want to make it 10 so that it would be very reasonable haha yet I was told that falling out of love does not need to have reasons…

What can you say baby? Should I stick with u? According to Nicole (PCD: Pussycat Dolls)

I don't wanna go another day

So I'm telling you, exactly what is on my mind

Seems like everybody is breaking up

And throwing their love away

But I know I got a good thing right here

That's why I say (Hey)

Nobody gonna love me better, I must stick wit u forever

Nobody gonna take me higher, I must stick wit u

You know how to appreciate me, I must stick wit u, my baby

Nobody ever made me feel this way, I must stick wit u